Ham sandwich anyone?

i am a ham.
stuck inbetween of 2 slices of bread.
when u bite one slice,
i will be bitten too.
when u bite the other slice.
i will be bitten too.
dont bite liao.
dont bite.

0_o ~COfuSiOn~ o_0
just when i thot that i knew which road to take.
another appeared at my feet.
im confused.
mebbe im not listening hard enough.
im actually stressing myself quite abit.
with my mom pushing me to get a job quick.
i dunno how to decide.
wat are my motives?
what are my inner desires?
is what i have in mind what God wants for me?
im more confused than i was in the beginning.

Hawaii here I come.. Not. >.<
i really really really wanan go hawaii again.
just that this round i think i shld not go.
simply cos its too expensive for 1 more to go.
my parents are going in sept, for 2 weeks.
and all i can do is browse the internet
and search for the cheapest/best hotel available for them.
i tell you.. its so complicated and there is so many
i searched for about 2 hours.
anyway, the last time i stepped on hawaii
was when i was 13. Now im 23.
that was an awful long time ago!
oh goodness, how horrid.
i wanna go back.
see the black sand and blue waters,
hear the waves break.
and watch the sunset.
think i was too young,
13 to really enjoy my trip there the last time.
im also startg to forget my trip to england.
i promise myself that i must go back there.
i totally love the architecture and life there...
i love the quint little cottages in the ctry side,
the smell of the flowers blomming in spring
and the mad little cows which run arnd in circles.
i miss england the most i think.

GB Girls Outing.
i must say that things are going much better than i expected.
the sec sch kids are wonderful.
they did all they did and they even did more!
lol hard to explain down here..
but one thing to give thanks to God is that
at first, i was short of helpers.
now i have too many. =p
so i hope that we can all gather and support each other
during this period of time.
violet is a great commandmant
and rachel is so sweet.
adelyn is finally opening up
and matthew is so.. hilarious.
jethro is a budding guitarist..
so vincent, althea n me can sit down and relax liao.
haha. God is Good.

Blop Blop Blop.
my results were out on tues at 9am.
this resulted in my lack of sleep the nite b4.
exactly 3.5hrs i did.
which totally exhausted me. -.-
but i thank God that He pulled me thru.
when i decided to do my 4th year
i was in sydney australia
and i told vincent to go do sch and apply for me.
then when i came back to sg
i totally flipped and regretted.
cos i might have the possibilty of doing an extra year
and NOT graduate with a honors class.
truthfully speakg i did not study anyharder this year.
but i guessed i paid more attention in lessons,
those that i went to obviously.
i still skipped as per normal. =p
but i know that once again
it was the hand of God in my life.
He's always so gracious, so loving so wonderful.
He never lets me go and never lets me down.
once again He gave me something i didnt deserve.
not by my own might or power
but by His divine intervention.
i did my best sem (accordg to vincent) in my last sem.
my results was even better (according to vincent) than my first sem.
which i thought was the best.
God works in all ways.

My path i see.
i am still deciding my life.
but for now im deciding to take a risk.
FTSC here i apply!

I just couldnt resist, could I?

"temption is like an ice-cream"
how true of what Angel B shared.
i actually have so much i wanna share.
but. I will do it tmr.
for now, im tired and sleepy.
but i like the raindrops in the background.
though i think sabrina shld take this template
cos her name is splish, splash splatter..
while mine has absolutely no link with it.
Oh well...